Tonight:
i got to drink
i got to see my friend of many years sing
i bought his CD
AND i saw a friend i havent seen in at LEAST 4 years

all together

awesome...


now to memorize lines....hahaha like i can do that after those drinks......well....i'll try

hope everyone had a good day....and if no one has told you yet today...don't forget i love you! :)


oh and PS. i;ve gone to ALL my classes so far this week..Go me! plus helped my class to get a paper due date pushed back.. yay us!

WOOT!

Current Mood: happy
Current Music: Savin Hill

today
sucks
ass
:`(

Current Mood: stressed
Current Music: Such Great Heights-Iron and Wine

***DISCLAIMER***
Do not take my entries personally. They are the thoughts in my head that i need to get out. Although it is online, this is my journal. Some of my thoughts you (the reader) may not like. And if you don't like reading things you may not like, don't read my journal :-P There will be depressing posts and happy posts.
Love it! Live it! Deal with it! :) wooot!!!


You may now go back to your regularly scheduled programming....
aka enter the post...hehe

Current Mood: accomplished

even when surrounded by friends...if you don't have one to call your own, a part of you still feels so lonely....

Current Mood: lonely
Current Music: sounds of the fan....

i dont know...i'm drained..i reacted more than i should have...and i actually had contact with those i was annoyed at, which i usually don't do so i have usually cooled down by the i talk to the people that i was mad at...but i'm okay now...

but i did not need that second different conversation...

tonight just is not a good night

and i hope i can fall asleep...

and i hope i have my car back tomorrow....

Current Mood: exhausted

i'm back in minneapolis...


yay?????????????????????? :-/

things are not always as they seem...

though i am exausted so i won't think too much into life right now....



maybe later...

Current Mood: blank

OMG!!! the RENT trailer is SOOOOOO fucking awesome!!! sooo excitedc for November 11th!!!!! WOOOT!!!!! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

its interesting...
at one place you feel soooo comfortable because you can be yourself...your inside self..but feel *so* out of place and insecure because of how you look on the outside...physically...
at another place, you feel soooo comfortable because you dont have to feel large in your physicality....if not thin comparibly....but you cannot share parts of your life becuase you don't know how people will react...you get insecure about *who* you are...


is there any place that is both?!

Current Mood: blah

does anyone else get paranoid about their entries? i don't want to make mine friends only...not that that would matter...but you ever feel like people take what you write to mean it is about them? i find myself doing that sometimes..thinking that people's entries are about me..when in fact i know that they aren't...hmmm i gotta stop that...yeah...hehehe..not all my entries are about friends in real time....and not all are about specific people....just general thoughts....sooooo therefore


DISCLAIMER!!!
Do not take my entries personally. They are the thoughts in my head that i need to get out. Although it is online, this is my journal. Some of my thoughts you (the reader) may not like. And if you don't like reading things you may not like, don't read my journal :-P There will be depressing posts and happy posts. Love it! Live it! Deal with it! :) wooot!!!


You may now go back to your regularly scheduled programming......

Current Mood: contemplative
Current Music: TV in background

am i the only one that thinks people says things:

*just* to spite you?
*just* to make you jealous?
*just* to show that fun can be held without you?
*just* to make you paranoid?
*just* to make you think that you aren't needed?
*just* to show that maybe you are not as important in people's lifes as you want to be?
*just* to make you think that your friendships with people maybe are not as strong as you think?
*just* cause they want you to think that you cause the drama?
*just* cause they know that you would have loved to have done it too?
*just* cause they know that it will piss you off?
*just* cause.....they.............can.?

i've felt like that a lot lately.....warrented or no....but honestly...i think more than a little of it is not paranoia....


and for the dumb people out there...YES i *do* know that i chose to come down to Duke, and it isn't possible to be doing things with people in Minnesota....i'm not an idiot..

Current Mood: lonely